The Mudism Holy Scriptures

Kill

The Book of L.D. 50

Index:

01. Monolith (1:52)
02. Dig (2:43)
03. Internal Primates Forever (4:25)
04. -1 (3:58)
05. Death Blooms (4:52)
06. Golden Ratio (0:54)
07. Cradle (5:14)
08. Nothing To Gein (5:29)
09. Mutatis Mutandis (1:43)
10. Everything And Nothing (3:14)
11. Severed (6:33)
12. Recombinant Resurgence (2:00)
13. Prod (6:03)
14. Pharmaecopia (5:34)
15. Under My Skin (3:47)
16. (K)now F(orever) (7:06)
17. Lethal Dosage (2:59)

 

1. Monolith

...Open your mind...
...Open your mind...
...Open your mind...
...Open your mind...
...Open your mind...

...These symptoms suggested that our evolution, I suppose, from the animal kingdom into the human kingdom itself was catalyzed, or triggered by our encounter with these hallucenogenics, and...

...Yes, we are an ape with a symbiotic relationship to a mushroom, and that has given us self reflection, language, religion, and all the spectrum of effects that flow from these things...

...And one can only wonder how these hallucinogens might effect our future evolution as well...

...They have brought us to this point, and as we make our relationship to them concious, we may be able to take control of our future evolutionary path...

 

2. Dig

Dig, bury me, underneath
Everything that I am rearranging
Dig, bury me, underneath
Everything that I was slowly changing

I would love to beat the face
Of any mother fucker that's thinking they can change me
White knuckles grip pushing through for the gold
If you want a piece of me I broke the mother fuckin' mold
I'm drowning in your wake
Shit rubbed in my face
Teething on concrete
Gums bleeding

Dig, bury me, underneath
Everything that I am rearranging
Dig, bury me, underneath
Everything that I was slowly changing

I struggle in violated space
Sell out motherfuckers in the biz that try to fuck me
Hang from their T's rated PG insight
I ain't selling my soul when there's nothing to buy
I'm livid in my space
Pissing in my face
Fuck you while you try
To fuck me

Dig, bury me, underneath
Everything that I am rearranging
Dig, bury me, underneath
Everything that I was...

You ain't fucking changing me

Let me help you tie the rope around your neck
Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge
Let me help you hold the glock against your head

Let me help you tie the rope around your neck
Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge
Let me help you hold the glock up to your head

Let me help you chain the weights onto your legs
Get on the plank fuck

Dig, bury me, underneath
Everything that I am rearranging
Dig, bury me, underneath
Everything that I was slowly changing

Wish you were committing
Suicide suckin on a mother fuckin tailpipe
Dead man walking on a tight rope
Limbless in the middle of a channel
Bombs away

 

3. Internal Primates Forever

Jump, jump, jump
Jump, jump, jump

Cop provisions feed my addictions
Mistakes I made then
I opened up the holes and they crawled in
Now when it's time for the feed they won't let me forget
They ride upon my back
And they'll fuck me with their need
My invisible enemies
All my monkeys

They're coming, they're coming, they're coming, they're coming, they're coming
They're coming to take me away, ha ha

Disgusted with my position, so submissive I am
The only way we get away is give in
Sharpen up the razors stab the needles into pipes
To kill cravings so sick of this in me
Can't stand the want to need can't get free
Always got a grip on me

There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of
deprivation obedience subservience leads to substance

Give it to me, give it to me

Leave my motivation to chemical dependency
[Everything I've become now]
No room for patience
[Is everything I didn't want to be]
Don't want it, need it, come on
Right now

Every time I try to run away
I fall on my face they drag me back, they drag me back
Every time I try to run away I fall on my face

Help! They won't leave me alone
Help! They won't leave me alone
They won't leave me alone

If I would have known back then
What I know now I'd take it back, I'd take it back
If I would have known back then
What I know now I'd take it back, I'd take it back
I'd take it all fuckin back

Stay away... stay away
Hold me I'm shaking violently
Pull me out of my covering
Mold me into a new man
Lull me into a deep sleep

Stay away... stay away
Hold me I'm shaking violently
Pull me out of my covering
Mold me into a new man
Lull me into a deep sleep

1, 2... There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of
deprivation obedience subservience leads to substance

Even if you want you can't stop
Even if you want you can't stop
Even if you want you can't stop
Even if you want you can't stop

Internal primates forever
Internal primates forever
Internal primates forever
Internal primates forever
Internal primates forever
Internal primates forever
Internal primates forever
Internal primates forever

 

4. -1 (Misc: spoken as "Negative one")

Losses, losers, and more, gain of life's pleasures
Cohorts listening behind the doors
To a life sheltered in, less than 0 in me
All my walls falling down, pains aloft, misery
I'm sure that the lessons were learned
I'm sure that the punishments went well deserved
By the pawn in the plan
Taste of shit, bitterness, walk from me everything systematically

Come on
You were the one, you were the one
To dredge up shit inside of me
In my pointless life of nothing
Tell me what I'm supposed to be
Tell me who I'm supposed to be
Tell me what it takes to ascend
Tell me what it takes to live

Patience, pleasures, and rewards come in due time
Stare at the sun I'm bored in a life meaningless
Soaking up all of me, like the cross you worship
Life is loss, look at me
I'm sure that some day we'll wake up
I'm sure that some day we'll wake from the dream
Of success and focus, tunneling to the light
Glowing deep inside of me, your taunting I wake up

Come on
You were the one, you were the one
To dredge up shit inside of me in my pointless life of nothing
Tell me what I'm supposed to be
Tell me who I'm supposed to be
Tell me what it takes to ascend
Tell me what it takes to live
Tell me now
Tell me now

Pain, misery, distress, dismal, know where, depressed, idiot, failure
In me...calling...loser...man I'm the...
Loser...loser...loser
In me...who I am...in me...

Don't feel sorry, don't feel sorry for me
Don't need your sympathy or empathy
Don't need your sympathy inside of me
Don't need your sympathy or empathy
Don't need your sympathy inside of me
Don't feel sorry, don't feel sorry for me

Come on

I know you were the one, you were the one
Numb to feelings inside of me why I've seized my vision
Don't need you to tell me who to be
Don't need you to tell me what to be
Don't need you to tell me how to ascend
Don't need you to tell me how to live

 

5. Death Blooms

Cold seems crippling
Lame meander through corridors
Aroma's thick with age mark off the day
Reflections of my life are fading

Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in
Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in
A structure that's collapsing don't want it cast into
Maker take the body don't want it it wants me

Past has found its place
Salvation is no more
Will god accept my peace
Bleached will pardon me
Reflections of my life are fading

Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in
Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in
A structure that's collapsing don't want it cast into
Maker take the body don't want it it wants me

I just want to run around, fly kites, wrestle, jump, and play
Swim through waves that crash to shore
Memories in me, cocooned in misery

I'm sick and tired of embracing reflections of past time
Receive me or cast me away
God please take me away
Resistance: futile, suicidal ideas, I will crucify my own being
Satisfy selfish needs fuck the deities
Justify my own right to what's waiting for me

On the other side, the time has come, lock and load
I'm coming, I'm coming, I'm coming, I'm coming home

Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in
Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in
Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in
A structure that's collapsing descending don't want it
Maker take the body don't want it don't want it

Pull me out of body don't want it don't want in
Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in
A structure that's collapsing descending don't want it
Maker take the body don't want it it wants me

I just want to run around, fly kites, wrestle, jump, and play
Swim through waves that crash to shore
Memories in me cocooned in misery
The darkness overcomes, soul soars to the other plain
Existence past the door
I sail through purgatory's bay

I asked a god for poison, cradle me
Sewn to my dreams, souls searching
Death blossoms where clouds lie over me
Held in gods hands, death blooming

Dark for fear of failure an inner gloom as wide as an eye and
fermenting roiling hate death grip in my veins unveiling rancid
petals flowering forth foul nectar the space between a blink and a tear...

...death blooms

 

6. Golden Ratio

None

 

7. Cradle

Breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe

Push, push, push, push

I lost you, you were my god, thought what do I do now
You were never there for me, never there to carry me
26 years looking back that time is gone, it was you I believed in
Look what you've done to me - realize what you've done to
Me ...?

I can't see going on in this darkness I'm blind beneath my cradle the
bough has broke, I exorcise my loss, your lies, the punishment

It takes time to try to mend the wounds of all the suffering
What do I do now?
All I'm asking from you please send me a sign
To guide me through the times that lie in front of me
I'll get by myself

Look at me now, a piece of shit like you
Look at me now, you fucked me so fuck you
Look at me now, a piece of shit like you
Look at me now, you fucked me so fuck you

Everybody leaves me, everybody's gone
Watch my father leave me, there's nobody left
Feels like I've never been loved
Everybody leaves me, never gave a shit about me
Everybody's gone, I'll rot in my head alone
I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away
I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away
I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away
I don't give a fuck about you, go the fuck away
Fucking cocksucker

Fake being, inside of my heart you are the liar
Innocence displaced
...? lost in my own life
Been left

Here I stand now and I'm alone
With no one to comfort me
One set of footprints in the sand
No one to take my hand, I'll
I'll walk through as long as I need
I'll drift through my life though I'm alone
Outgrown the cradle that once housed me
And I've found that all I need is
Me, me, me, me

Found I've never needed you to push through
All the shit that stacks up inside of my life
Endless plight that circulates through my body
I'll keep stumbling, beating, pummeling
Teething on the rind, renounce my being

I can't see going on
I can't see going on
I can't see going on
I can't see going on

I can't see, I'm too tired
I can't see, I can't see going on
I'm so tired of trying to mend the wounds of all my suffering
What do I do now?
That's all I'm asking from you please
Send me a sign
To guide me through the times that lie in front of me
I'll get by myself

I can't see going on fuck it
I can't see going on fuck it
I can't see going on fuck it
I can't see going on in my life

 

8. Nothing To Gein

Cold and silent, soiled face I will wash it all away
With my love
That's all she's ever needed, from me
It's my time, to mother
One of my own in my life
I am so alone, left with no one
In my life, I'm so alone

Life, submissiveness
Hypnotizing the ignorant
A little boy's best friend's always his mother
At least that's what she said
Life of a simple man
Taught that everyone else is dirty
And love is meaningless
I'm just a soiled dirty boy
Just a soiled dirty boy

Sheltered life, innocents
Insulated memories, spark reflections of my head
Duality in my consciousness
Caught in the war of hemispheres
Between love lost in my head
Mommy do you still live inside of me
[Nothing is left for me to gain, my sickness has gotta be put away]
I'm so lost in my life without any guiding
[Nothing is left for me to gain, my sickness has gotta be put away]
Protected me my whole life from everything
[Nothing is left for me to gain, my sickness has gotta be put away]
Nailed shut the doors to the shrine
[Nothing is left for me to gain, my sickness has gotta be put away]
To screen you dead eyes from me and my sickness
Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading
Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair
With skin upon my face

Deliver the remains from her womb of earth
[Nothing is left for me to gain, they're coming to take me far away]
Prep the rack and tie up for new loves rebirth
[Nothing is left for me to gain, they're coming to take me far away]
Covert understanding of novice surgery
[Nothing is left for me to gain, they're coming to take me far away]
I'll focus concentration and only take just what I need
[Nothing is left for me to gain, they're coming to take me far away]
For sickness I'm masticating
Dancing and masturbating
Celebrate in fields of night with skin upon my face

Life, submissiveness
Hypnotizing the ignorant
A little boy's best friend's always his mother
At least that's what she said
Life of a simple man
Taught that everyone else is dirty
And love is meaningless

Life, submissiveness
Hypnotizing the ignorant
A little boy's best friend's always his mother
At least that's what she said
Life of a simple man
Taught that everyone else is dirty
And love is meaningless
I'm so soiled

If I soak my hands in others blood am I sick?
If I wash my hands in others blood am I sick?
If I drench myself in others blood am I sick?
If I bath myself in others blood...

Blame mother for the sickness
Mutilate and sew my new clothes for masquerading
Aprons of flesh corpse scalped hair
With skin upon my face
Dance and masturbate in night light by myself

Nothing is left for me to gain
They're coming to take me far away
Nothing is left for me to gain
They're coming to take me far away
Nothing is left for me to gain
They're coming to take me far away
Nothing is left for me to gain
They're coming to take me far away

Life, submissiveness
Hypnotizing the ignorant
A little boy's best friend's always his mother
At least that's what she said
Life of a simple man
Taught that everyone else is dirty
And love is meaningless

Life, submissiveness
Hypnotizing the ignorant
A little boy's best friend's always his mother
At least that's what she said
Life of a simple man
Taught that everyone else is dirty
And love is meaningless
I'm so soiled

Life of a simple man
Taught that everyone else is dirty
And love is meaningless
I'm so soiled

Life of a simple man
Taught that everyone else is dirty
And love is meaningless
I'm so soiled

Soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled

Soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled

Soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled...

 

9. Mutatis Mutandis

... soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled, soiled...

[Missing]

 

10. Everything and Nothing

We swallow your spit
Steal acceptance
Lend denial
Tellin' me that my life is free and boundless
But then I'm forced to stay between the lines
The construct death
To demolish life
Plant the seeds to harvest loss
Found that empty truth is full of lies

Lies
Lies
Lies

We're hoping for despair
Starvation's gluttony
Subtle chaotic peace
War divided in unity
Pro life
Pro choice
Blinded insight
Left wing
Right wing
Black
White
Leaders following

I am Everything
I am Nothing
I am Everything
I am Nothing
I am Everything
I am Nothing
I am Everything
I am Nothing

I am Everything
(I am nothing)
I am Everything
(I am nothing)

Stop fuckin' with me
I'm the accused (A human not a machine)
I'm not the enemy
You're so confused
No way you could enlighten me (A human not a machine)
No freedom trapped in slavery (A human not a machine)
Deceitful honesty
Motherfuckin' human
Not a machine (Not a machine)
Stop fuckin' with me
I'm the accused (A human not a machine)
I'm not the enemy
You're so confused
No way you could enlighten me (A human not a machine)
No freedom trapped in slavery (A human not a machine)
Deceitful honesty
Motherfuckin' human (Not a machine)
Not a machine

Lay your hands upon me
In search for answers inviting
Constant struggle inside me
Guide me through
this everything that's nothing
It's all right to be afraid
They suffocate a time for us to change
Build palettes full of blacks and grays to shade our faces
They shape our lives and disturb your space
Your hopes ran out upon that day
They played my life like it was some kind of fuckin' game
A bunch of bigots
They have no room to receive the blame
So now I guess I'll be the one to improve the tears
Your fears
The loss
Your sacrifice given up for years
Walking my life on the lines that they decide
I'm waiting for the end of time
Praying for the end of time
Pray for the end of time

I am Everything
I am Nothing
I am Everything
I am Nothing
I am Everything
I am Nothing
I am Everything
I am Nothing

I am Everything
(I am nothing)
I am Everything
(I am nothing)

Stop fuckin' with me (A human not a machine)
I'm the accused
I'm not the enemy (A human not a machine)
You're so confused
No way you could enlighten me
No freedom trapped in slavery (A human not a machine)
Deceitful honesty (A human not a machine)
Motherfuckin' human
Not a machine

Stop fuckin' with me (A human not a machine)
I'm the accused
I'm not the enemy (A human not a machine)
You're so confused
No way you could enlighten me
No freedom trapped in slavery (A human not a machine)
Deceitful honesty (A human not a machine)
Motherfuckin' human
Not a machine (Not a machine)

 

11. Severed

And we hide behind
Lies, anger, hate they shoo love away
Build shells of ourselves outside
It shelters body from cold reigns of reality

Come on, step out of your rind
Assemble strength, focus

Release and run to me
You can never look back to the visions from the past
They fade and wilt in time
You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through
Then I turn and walk away

Eclipse (bleed you, cut you away) you, I'll
Bleed you, strip you of your states of ain soph aur
Eclipse (bleed you, cut you away) you, I'll
Spit up on my plate, push everything away
From me

And we sever all ties
It creates disruption midst circle of friends
I become sacrifice
Spare your life and leave me to my misery

Get off the cross, and save yourself, run away you'll be OK

Run now get away from me if I can get my grip
I'll pull you down into the hell
I call my head you'll never get away
I sit down in my ugly place and build walls out of fragments
From my past of all the people that I needed and loved
That walked away

You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through
Then I'll turn and walk away

I walk under the clouds of gray
Sphere of storms in my head
I'm trapped again in endless rain

I divorce the thoughts of you I love with me
I divorce your innocence and my guilt
I divorce the lying sellout confidence
I'm divorcing every mother fuckin' thing
I divorce the love bled meaningless
I divorce the makeshift harmony
I divorce the taunting acts of violence
I divorce the pastime of jealousy
I divorce control
I divorce the faith
I divorce the virtue
I divorce the rain
I divorce the excuse
I divorce the greed
I divorce the need
I divorce iniquity in this mother fuckin' bullshit life
Just want it all to go away
Just want to run away to die, take it, myself, my life
Textbook fucking mental, off me and pitch me in a hole
In this mother fuckin' bullshit life
In this fucking bullshit life

I'll always be your shadow
And veil your eyes from states of ain soph aur
I can't be the hero anymore
I spit up on my plate and then I turn and walk away
I spit up on my plate and I disrupt the family
I spit up on my plate as I sever the entity
And I feel your warmth sun on my face
Separate, separate, separate, separate...

Eclipse (bleed you, cut you away) you, I'll
Bleed you, strip you of your states of ain soph aur
Eclipse (bleed you, cut you away) you, I'll
Spit up on my plate, push everything away
From me

Eclipse (bleed you, cut you away) you, I'll
Bleed you, strip you of your states of ain soph aur
I need (bleed you, cut you away) you
It's always been this way, push everything away
From me

Eclipse (bleed you, cut you away) you, I'll
Bleed you, strip you of your states of ain soph aur
Eclipse (bleed you, cut you away) you, I'll
Spit up on my plate, push everything away

 

12. Recombinant Resurgence

[Missing]

 

13. Prod

Emotions inside us troubling
The hatred inside us escalating
The sickness inside us keeps you weak
The masses inside of us suffering they are bleeding
The calling inside us sick with greed
The voices calling to us deafening we're not listening

Cannot receive the obvious
Line up cattle and cut the neck
Swat at the flies omit disgust

The leaders inside us posturing
The pollution inside of us suffocating me
The science inside us menacing
The will that's inside of us it's dying
End is coming

Cannot receive the obvious
Line up cattle and cut the neck
Drain us of life and cleanse the mess

Cleanse the mess
Cleanse the mess
Cleanse the mess
Cleanse the mess

Wash me off inside, wash me off inside

We're killing ourselves
We're killing ourselves
We're killing ourselves
Killers
Goddamn we fucked up the circumstance
To late to save us from ourselves
Callous minds against trust and confidence
To late to give a damn now
To late to save us from ourselves
To late to make it all go away
To late to beg pardons from the mother
To late to give a damn

It's too late to save us from ourselves
It's too late to make it all go away
It's too late to beg the pardons from the mother
It's too late to give a damn, now we'll sit and wait

Wait, wait

Wait for the coming of the end
Wait for the coming, the killing, the ending, the plight of man
Deserving no mercy expelling by god's hand
It's okay, the ending, it's over, no more pain

No more pain, no more pain
Emotion the hatred the sickness the calling

Cannot receive the obvious
Line up cattle and cut the neck
Swat at the flies omit disgust

Drain us of life and cleanse the mess

 

14. Pharmaecopia

Does your God come in a capsule to sedate you?
Tear the walls down, headless prison
Cannibals chew to consume you
Bring the alien

Halcium and morphine
5 methoxy double n dimethyltryptomin
Psilocybin, mescalin, aspirin, histomin
Brushite, darvaset, valium, caffeine, cannabis, and LSD
Ayawasaka, harmine give it all to me I want it

These are just a few of my favorite things
These are just a few of my favorite things

Trisolam and zanex, serotonin, mdma, ibogain, dopeamine
Tetra hydro chloride, atenolol
Amanitamuscaria
Boric oxide, arrabinitol, psylosin, and flamizine
Cylotec and harmine
Give it all to me I want it

Does your God come in a capsule to sedate you?
Tear the walls down, headless prison
Cannibals chew to consume you
Bring the alien
Does your God come in a capsule to sedate you?
Tear the walls down, headless prison
Cannibals chew to consume you
Kill the alien
Kill the alien
Kill your alien
Kill your alien

You can't kill me
I'm already dead
Inside my hole
Inside my head
We just beg for any way to be sedated
It's all about escaping
Numb to me
Numb body from this hell

I can feel them pushing, I can feel them pulling
I can feel them holding, I can feel them moving
I can feel them prying, I can feel them prodding
I can feel them breathing, I can feel them digging
I can feel them stabbing, I can feel them scoping
I can feel them living, I can feel them

Consume, take in, plunging, plumbing
Instruments prying, aliens inside me
Tooling the machine
Intoxicating
Feel it unfolding
Riddles in me

It's all about escaping
We just beg for any way to get away
Who do you bow down to?
Does your God come in a capsule or on a plate?
They're trying to sedate you
Swallow self and bring on the alien
You tried to kill me

I'm already dead to this world
I'm already dead to this world
I'm already dead to this world
I'm already dead to this world
We're already dead to this world
We're already dead to this world

 

15. Under My Skin

Nailed inside my head
Fuck this, I don't need you shit
All the lies, deceit, and arrogance
Talk your shit like my life is some kinda game
Like you fuckin' know me
Just go far away and be small
Run far away and be small
Go lie in a hole and be small

So you want inside of me
So you want a piece of this
So you want to tear me down
For your own selfish wants and needs

[Thorns, splinters, pushing
Under my skin, they want in
Sharpened tongue to penetrate me]

So you want inside of me
So you want a piece of this
So you want to tear me down
For your own selfish wants and needs

If you really think you got what it takes to be me
Then walk a mile in the skin of my head case mental being
So you want a piece of this life that belongs to me
Well make a cut on the line
And take a deeper look inside of the freak

So you want inside of me
So you want a piece of this
So you want to tear me down
For your own selfish wants and needs

[Disturb, search me, prying up all my scales
To get in lance the core to penetrate me]

So you want inside of me
So you want a piece of this
So you want to tear me down
For your own selfish wants and needs

If you really think you got what it takes to be me
Then walk a mile in the skin of my head case mental being
So you want a piece of this life that belongs to me
Well make a cut on the line
And take a deeper look inside of the freak

You're under my skin, fuck
Fucking punk-ass freak
You're under my fucking skin

You were there like a punk
Just to get in my face
Wanted in me wanted to be
Till I gave you a taste
Don't need your goddamn pressure
Frontin' stress I'm superman motherfucker
Without the s on my chest
Trying to step in my circle
I'm leaving you purple and black
On your back drop your ass like a heart attack
Rippin' through your life like a motherfuckin'
Hurricane fist full of Novocain for the pain

You're nothing in my life in my head
You're nothing in my life in my land
Nailed inside my head

You're under my fuckin' skin

I have cleansed my life now of the people who pry
And threaten place always in my face
I think it's time for them to
Go way always in my fuckin space,
Always in my scene always in my sight
Always in my way

You're dead to me punk ass fuck

If you really think you got what it takes to be me
Then walk a mile in the skin of my head case mental being
So you want a piece of this life that belongs to me
Well make a cut on the line
And take a deeper look inside of the freak

If you really think you got what it takes to be me
Then walk a mile in the skin of my head case mental being
So you want a piece of this life that belongs to me
Well make a cut on the line (there's nothing left)
And take a deeper look inside of the freak

 

16. (K)now F(orever)

Frozen moments in time
Stopped hourglass
They predicate, what you will know
Dispositions lie within
And so do we
Don't want to run
Don't want to hide
Renounce the prayers for inspiration
If you dictate what I will be
Then smash my face upon the concrete I weary

I feel your stares piercing
So sorry to soil your precious eyes
Reflections spoon-feed you
The bitterness and discust that is me
If you choose to reach out to lend to me
I'll chew off your hand

I'm not beggin' for your fuckin' change
I'm not beggin' for your fuckin' change
I'm in touch with myself
All alone with myself
All one
Alone

Do what you will make it the whole of your law
Burn down the faith that shadows life
And take a deeper look inside of what shapes you
Pull down the shades internal lights can be blinding
Brilliance

I'm not beggin' for your fuckin' change
I'm just beggin' for a fuckin' change
Complacence quenched of me
Lineage is ending

I am that, once was me, rising upward, guts wrenching
Sculpted cold, blistering, break the mold, sever me

Cut your throat, be the martyr
Bitter pills, that we swallow

Take me, chase me, swallow with me

Know, now, know, now

Inside of truth, coming to, close to me
Ground consumes and embraces me, me, me, me

Born again
I'm repositioning
Self inside to self nondimensional
Lost to being
I've recognized the cause
Existence to come, alive now forever

Born again
I'm repositioning,
Self inside to self nondimensional
Lost to being
I've recognized the cause
Existence to come, alive now forever

I am once was, I am once was
I am once was ... that is me

I am once was, I am once was
I am once was ... that is me

I'm broken, altered, vacillating force
Round square corners circles dance around wet figures
Prisoner of time I'm no more
Insight will guide us through the majesty of nothing

It's like I'm touched with love by angel girl
Let bastards rot in time for all their evil
Let bastards rot in time for all their evil
Let bastards rot in time

You're not beggin' for a fuckin change
I'm not beggin' for a fuckin change
I've found my own life
Take ...? in my own space
Know forever

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17. Lethal Dosage

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