The Mudism Holy Scriptures

Kill

The Book of The End Of All Things To Come

Index:

01. Silenced (3:01)
02. Trapped In The Wake Of A Dream (4:43)
03. Not Falling (4:03)
04. (Per)Version Of A Truth (4:41)
05. Mercy, Severity (4:54)
06. World So Cold (5:39)
07. The Patient Mental (4:38)
08. Skrying (5:39)
09. Solve Et Coagula (2:49)
10. Shadow Of A Man (3:55)
11. 12:97:24:99 (0:11)
12. The End Of All Things To Come (3:00)
13. A Key To Nothing (5:07)
14. On The Move
15. Goodbye

 

1. Silenced

Sticker this, censor this, ban this
We've got something to say
Police this, condemn this, damn this
We'll be heard anyway
Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm
Silenced

Listen here

Is it a possibility?
That we're all just equal
Slam the power down
Abusing
Does it piss you off to be beat at your own game
You lead us with false morals and shelter reality

No more, we're not buying your product
When you're selling
The words preaching silence

Insult me in my home
When you were never invited
To live life on your curve
Frustrating
Throw sticks into the spokes
To relieve insecurities
Stifle all ascension and sticker our freedom of speech

So wrong

Sticker this, censor this, ban this
We've got something to say
Police this, condemn this, damn this
We'll be heard anyway
Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm
Silenced

Don't tell me what I want
Don't tell me what I need
Don't tell me how I need to feel
I feel, goddamn nothing
Dig the eyes out of my face and I can still see right
Fuckin' through you
Fuck you and everything you are
I'm me, we're us and that's all
Closed mind with a forum to criticize
Keep your policy and I've got mine
Exploit me, fabricate your lies
We empower these cowards just to be left in
Silence

Listen here

Stand on my soapbox
And speak my own peace
Whatever you may think
It's real
Prevail through what is me
And step on your beliefs
Thieving spineless sellouts, robbing our integrity

Bring it on!

Sticker this, censor this, ban this,
We've got something to say
Police this, condemn this, damn this
We'll be heard anyway
Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm...

 

2. Trapped In The Wake Of A Dream

Do I deserve these beatings?
Hating me, well then cut
Cut the noose, and let me fall away
I'm growing weak and tired
Of you and your little shoving games
Fucking, pushing me
You pulled the trigger
Trapped in the wake of your

Dream, you're all killers, always fuckin'
Pushing me, insulting me, I've overcome
I have found the strength of gods in me
Crashing, all unwilling, this is so unstoppable
Hard as nails, hook that holds, reach down
And find the strength of many in you

My sanctuary calling my name, so I run
Through, to a light, weeping through a cloud
Darkened, by a tainted dream
Of me, being pummeled by the tide
Crushing, killing me
But I can't wake up
Trapped in the wake of a

Dream, you're all killers, always fuckin'
Pushing me, insulting me, I've overcome
I have found the strength of gods in me
Crashing, all unwilling, this is so unstoppable
Hard as nails, hook that holds, reach down
And find the strength of many in you

Call it, call it a truce, I'm believing, in it more and more
Comfort, purge the truth, I'll believe it, I'm so weak and sore
Shadowed, hide and seek but you never looked
I wait behind the door
Call out, bite the hand, that is feeding
Compassion no more

I hope I never wake up

Dream sewing, filters, distort reality of what
Is mine through light this mind awakens
I draw the line from then and now
Awake and dreaming forgotten past future becomes mine

Throw the chains, all away, take control
Of your life, powers known
This is mine
Throw the chains, all away, take control
Of your life, powers known
This is mine

Dream, you're all killers, always fuckin'
Pushing me, insulting me, I've overcome
I have found the strength of gods in me
Crashing, all unwilling, this is so unstoppable
Hard as nails, hook that holds, reach down
And find the strength of many in you

 

3. Not Falling

Always known in all my time
A little left of center now
Reflect as I realize
That all I need is to find
The middle pillar path to sit like the sun by a star in the sky and just be
Sinners, casting stones at me

I... I stand, not crawling, not falling down
I... I bleed, the demons that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling
(The center), not falling down
(Of calms within the eye)
I... I'll bleed, (for no one), the demons
(But myself), that pull me down
(For me and no one else)

Goodbye sunshine I've put it out again
Sad
I'm over, personalities conflicting
I don't need you, or anyone but me
I'll just be living my own life
I feel my glowing center grow, infecting
I feel alive
Shovel dirt over lime
Plant it in myself to sit like a seed under covers of earth and just be
Sinners, pointing fingers at me

I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling
(By myself), not falling down
I... I bleed, (for no one), the demons
(But myself) that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling
(The center), not falling down
(Of calms within the eye)
I... I'll bleed (for no one), the demons
(But myself), that pull me down
(For me and no one else)

Come play kill
Refuse my body, refuse my shadow
Stone cold will
Refuse to lead this, refuse to follow
Bitter pills
Refuse to feed this, refuse to swallow
I'm fueled godless

Come play, come play
Kill

Just be, just be, just be, just be, just be, just be

I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling
(By myself), not falling down
I... I bleed, (for no one), the demons
(But myself) that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling
(The center), not falling down
(Of calms within the eye)
I... I'll bleed (for no one), the demons
(But myself), that drag me down
(For me and no one else)

 

4. (Per)version Of A Truth

When everything is lost (peel it away)
Hauting us with questions (asking)
Will we...
Ever find the smile inside (no), is it hidden
Behind the sweating eyes (bleeding)
Dead inside a scream that's pouring from me

I'm planted in this skin, (constricting and pulling me)
This dirty filthy skin (rancid and stinging me)
I burn behind the walls (that have become my world)
The bearer of a gift, fuck your gift

Truth does not exist, but the lies do
Truth does not exist, but the lies do
They're buried in the skin
Evolved

Perversion of a truth
I'm stuck here (inside of lies buried in me, why?)
Alone
Born into a world never asked to be here
Try to forget truth doesn't exist, truth
It doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, truth

Always inside a tragedy (things never seem to go away)
A room that I remember (portraits I carry)
Try letting go of this space (bad habits can't kick me)
The fool that fell from heaven, heaven

Perversion of a truth
I'm stuck here (inside of lies buried in me, why?)
Alone
Born into a world never asked to be here
Try to forget truth doesn't exist, truth
It doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, truth
It doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, truth
It doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, truth
It doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, truth
It doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, truth

Maybe we're all the children of a star
Misguided in direction, our misdirection
Pardon me while I pray for light

I'm not the only one
That walks between the rain, there are many
I'm not the only one
When everything is lost that doesn't surrender

Perversion of a truth
I'm stuck here (inside of lies buried in me, why?)
Alone
Blind walking through a world
I never asked to be here

Versions of the truth
I'm not the only one
Your versions of the truth
I'm not the only one
Your versions of the truth
I'm not the only one
Your versions of the truth
I'm not the only one

Lies, lies, lies, lies, lies, lies, lies, lies, lies, lies, lies

 

5. Mercy, Severity

We've come here from so far away
I can save you
If you leave it all behind
This suffering's been far too long
Would you take a trip with me
On the back of a star
I feel like Earth's gravity is just here to pull us down

Mother of creation wait
Embrace the souls of a lost world carry them away
Darkness, negative, receptive
Pour firmament between our waters separate the space
Mother of destruction wait
With a belt of skulls strap me down and sent the ship away
Progress with the process
Mine the souls from their casts, pour form and reshape

This dark womb
Wraps and covets me
Redefining understanding, if you open up the heart
Nurturing, this phenomenon
We can carry you on our wings
Our wings through the dark
Lightning flashes of insight
Into the mirth of a dark sky
Pain of division is nothing
Joy of dissolution is everything

Mother of creation wait
Embrace the souls of a lost world carry them away
Darkness, negative, receptive
Pour firmament between our waters separate the space
Mother of destruction wait
With a belt of skulls strap me down and sent the ship away
Progress with the process
Mine the souls from their casts, pour form and reshape

Portal sits deep within the eye
The eye of Yin's severity
Rewards understanding
Portal sits deep within the eye
The eye of Yin's severity
Rewards understanding

Blackness consumes body comforts core of nothing
Blackness consumes body comforts core of nothing

Mother, I can remember a vault of security
Would you take me away
Would you take me away
Won't you take me away, away

Mother of creation wait
Embrace the souls of a lost world carry them away
Darkness, negative, receptive
Pour firmament between our waters separate the space
Mother of destruction wait
With a belt of skulls strap me down and sent the ship away
Progress with the process
Mine the souls from their casts, pour form and reshape

 

6. World So Cold

When passion's lost and all the trust is gone
Way too far, for way too long
Children crying, cast out and neglected
Only in a world so cold, only in a world this cold
Hold the hand of your best friend
Look into their eyes then watch them drift away
Some might say, we've done the wrong things
For way too long, for way too long

Fever inside the storm, so I'm turning away
Away from the name (calling your names)
Away from the stones (throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending out the wounds of us

Keep your thorns, 'cause I'm running away
Away from the games (fucking head games)
Away from the space (hate this head space)
Circumstances of a world so cold

Burning whispers, remind me of the days
I was left alone, in a world this cold
Guilty of the same things, provoked by the cause
I've left alone, in a world so cold

Fever inside the storm, so I'm turning away
Away from the name (calling your names)
Away from the stones (throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending out the wounds of us

Keep your thorns, 'cause I'm running away
Away from the games (fucking head games)
Away from the space (hate this head space)
Circumstances of a world so cold

I'm flying, I'm flying away
Away from the names (calling your names)
Away from the games (fucking head games)
Circumstances of a world so cold

Why does everyone feel like my enemy
Don't want any part of depression or darkness
I've had enough, sick and tired
Bring the sun, or I'm gone
Or I'm gone

I'm backing out, I'm no pawn
No mother-fucking slave to this
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about anything

Backing out, giving up
No mother-fucking slave to this
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about anything

I need to find a darkened corner
A lightless corner
Where it's safer and calmer

I'm turning away
Away from the name (calling your names)
Away from the stones (throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending out the wounds of us

I'm running away
Away from the games (fucking head games)
Away from the space (hate this head space)
Circumstances of a world so cold

I'm flying, I'm flying away
Away from the names (calling your names)
Away from the games (fucking head games)
Circumstances of a world so cold

 

7. The Patient Mental

Patient, just as I am
As always, watch the time go by
Nothing left to pass by, the minutes follow me
Drunken little people work away in me

Why wont the leave me, leave me alone
When I don't even want me, want me

I have to kill the words
Before they form a sentence
The sentence that is me, judged by those that carry
The patient sits in cradled arms that comfort me by strangeling

Why wont the leave me, leave me alone
When I don't even want me, want me

The patient mental sits and stares
An idle mind empty
Screaming, staring back
Why won't they leave him, leave him alone
A passive speared ritual driven by our warship
The hate driven envy

They have to kill the meal
Before they can consume
Consume my inner peace
Without the understanding
Trapped inside the works
The hands are moving me

The patient mental sits and stares
An idle mind empty
Screaming, staring back
Why won't they leave him, leave him alone
A passive speared ritual driven by our warship
The hate driven envy

Release me, let me go

Why do they observe me?
There's nothing here to cure
I can see the silhouettes that sit behind the mirror
I'm just like a clock up on the wall
Always moving, but never going anywhere

The patient mental sits and stares
An idle mind empty
Screaming, staring back

Why won't they leave him, leave him alone

The patient mental sits and stares
An idle mind that's empty
Screaming, staring back
A passive speared ritual driven by our warship
The hate driven envy

 

8. Skrying

This puzzle's dead inside
Missing pieces, growing eyes
Mystery
Little girls severity
Little boys begging mercy
Sticks break on me
Cost of life at 23
Price of pain a golden ring
All crimson
Melting body rubber world
Battle axe with locks of curls
Introverted

My cost, the price of a broken doll
Can you remember that place
That place you would go to make things OK

1000 points for insects stings
Glue my spirit, break my wings
Misery
Libido steams infectious whore
Cauterize and forge the sword
Remember killing

Children, learning the secret knock
A nickel to enter that place
That place you would go to make things OK
My cost, the price of a broken doll
Can you, remember that place
The place you would go to take pain away

Games of passion taste so sweet
Cut his throat and slaughter meat
My secrets
Seven heads for seven seas
Darkened voices plead disease
Dismembering me

Children, wrestle to seal the bag
Storing it deep in that place
The place you would go and try to escape
Children, learning the secret knock
A nickel to enter that place
That place you would go to make things OK
My cost, the price of a broken doll
Can you remember that place
The place you would go to take pain away

Skrying through reflections in a pool
I see death coming, mowing down
Do you remember the bedroom
Was it your cell or was it your tomb

Skrying through reflections in a pool
I see death coming, mowing down
Do you remember the bedroom
Was it your cell or was it your tomb

You're living through my hell
You're living through my hell

Children, learning the secret knock
A nickel to enter that place
That place you would go to make things OK
My cost, the price of a broken doll
Can you remember that place
The place you would go to take pain away

 

9. Solve Et Coagula

Fire, fire

I dissolve and solidify
Destroy to recreate
Disassemble to assemble something pure
Our rubric sol-ve-et-co-ag-u-la
Kill to be born again, cycled a thousand times

Fire, planetary alchemy
Fire, the time is here now
Fire, four corners to rise
Fire, rise
Fire, there's always loss within
Fire, the cleansing it's time
Fire, shooting arrows to the sky
Fire

I construct a new institution
Not out of bricks, iron, cement, concrete or steel
Our rubric, sol-ve-et-co-ag-u-la
Distill to purify, we've done it a thousand times

Fire, planetary alchemy
Fire, the time is here now
Fire, four corners to rise
Fire, rise
Fire, there's always loss within,
Fire, the cleansing it's time
Fire, shooting arrows to the sky
Fire

Burn, bleed all the lives of life, ascend to the sky
Burn, all the martyrs
Burn, bleed all the lives of life, ascend to the sky

Fire, planetary alchemy
Fire, the time is here now
Fire, four corners to rise
Fire, rise
Fire, there's always loss within,
Fire, the cleansing it's time
Fire, shooting arrows to the sky
Fire

 

10. Shadow Of A Man

Mirror mirror, upon the wall, I'm asking you
Who is the most confused of them all?
Mirror mirror, subservient twin, screams back at me "You"
You sick flawless mime, I want to break you
Yeah, you're a clever one

Do you reflect me or do I reflect you
Are you inside of another world?
I want to break through
Yeah, you're a clever one

Is this a tool (is this a tool)
Can I step through
To find another plane (to find another plane)
Or just a shadow of a man
A superficial tool (superficial tool)
To support the vanity of weak
When you don't love yourself

If life's as painful on your side
I'll break your existence and cut through mine
Yeah, you're a clever one

Are you a tool (are you a tool)
Can I step through
To find another plane (to find another plane)
Or just a shadow of a man
Are you my brother (are you my brother)
You look like me
Trapped inside another world (trapped inside)
My lost twin
Just a superficial tool (just a superficial tool)
To support the vanity of weak
When you don't love yourself

Mirror upon the wall, am I the reflection of you
Mirror upon the wall, are you staring back
Through

Understanding has no place within my world
On your side
Are you a tool (are you a tool)
Can I step through
To find another plane (to find another plane)
Or just a shadow of a man
Are you my brother (are you my brother)
You look like me
Trapped inside another world (trapped inside)
My lost twin

Are you a tool, can I step through
To find another plane
Or just a shadow of a man
Just a superficial tool
To support the vanity of weak
When you don't love yourself

 

11. 12:97:24:99

None

 

12. The End Of All Things To Come

All over with
Fuck all the flags, the greed, the world leaders
Run for the fence
We're coming, we're killing, we're changing the faces
Believe in yourself
Let go of ego strenghten within yourself
All over with
We're coming, we're killing, we're changing the faces

I'm killing, every fucking thing
Until somebody gets the fucking point
The point I'm trying to make
I lead, the mice on parade
Down to the river of Kool Aid, and open up the flood gates
I need a barrel of Cyanide, a pile of Strychnine
Until the whole damn world is dead
Start over again

All over with
Fuck all the flags, the greed, the world leaders
Run for the fence
We're coming, we're killing, we're changing the faces

Stop talking, negotiating
Your feeble attempts towards world peace
Ha, give me a fucking break
Need world-wide genocide, planetary suicide
And when the whole damn world is dead
There's your fucking peace

All over with
Fuck all the flags, the greed, the world leaders
Run for the fence
We're coming, we're killing, we're changing the faces
Believe in yourself
Let go of ego strenghten within yourself
All over with
We're coming, we're killing, we're changing the faces

Oxygen wasters, come on

We've come to save you, save you from yourselves
Kill or be killed
We've come to save you, save you from yourselves
Kill or be killed

All over with
Fuck all the flags, the greed, the world leaders
Run for the fence
We're coming, we're killing, we're changing the faces
Believe in yourself
Let go of ego strenghten within yourself
All over with
We're coming, we're killing, we're changing the faces

 

13. A Key To Nothing

It's a killing

No more doors (no more nothing)
No more locks (no more nothing)
No more windows (no more nothing)
No more box (no more nothing)

No more, no less
No more filthyness (no more nothing)
No more six foot digs
No more hypocrities (no more nothing)

No more emptiness
No more consequence (no more nothing)
No more puppet strings (no more nothing)
No more disease

No more growing up (no more nothing)
No more happiness (no more nothing)
No more lying down (no more nothing)
No more complacecence

I have, I hold the key to nothing
It's a small killing
Murder, murder's in the hands
Of motion, as it seems to be

It's a killing
It's a killing

No more nothing (no more nothing)
No more anything
No more you
No more me

No more posturing victories (no more nothing)
No more nations to defeat
No more speaking truth (no more nothing)
No more deceit

No more holding down (no more nothing)
No more pushing me (no more nothing)
No more new world order (no more nothing)
No more anarchy

I have, I hold the key to nothing
It's a small killing
Murder, murder's in the hands
Of motion, as it seems to be

I'm washing my hands of the whole thing
I'm washing my hands of the whole thing
I'm washing my hands of the whole thing
Of the whole thing

I want no more nothing
I want no more nothing
I want no more nothing
I want no more nothing

I have, I hold the key to nothing
It's a small killing
Murder, murder's in the hands
Of motion, as it seems to be

I'm washing my hands of everything
Of everything we are

 


These songs are claimed to be 'lost tracks' off this CD.

14. On The Move

Pack up my shit I'm on the road like Kerouac (whooo)
Found tranquility in the cover that holds me (down down)
People aquarium always on the move (get more)
Set it up, pack it up, giddy up, giddy up, whooo

I love it
Whooo
I hate it

Rolling Stones gather no moss, so lets go
Not a life, not a love, not a motherfuckin' minute to spare (god damn)
365, 24/7 on the move (hey)
Gotta go, gotta go, gotta hurry up and get there (now)

I'm living the life (whooo)
Without the life (god damn)
Gotta make it today to live up on the stage (hey)
So I'm blowing it up like a high school game

I know my place is on this road, my sad story
Reflect on all the things that fell behind, can't be sorry
I will follow my life and all the curves that it throws me
Just when I think that I've found my home, I'm gone

When my worlds only gonna P to TM
We'll be choppin' him dead inside, until I'm dead (yeah)
Keep my hat on my head can't hang it without a home (god damn)
Can't push it more and this way I am alone (hey)

I'm living the life (whooo)
Without the life (god damn)
Gotta make it today to live up on the stage (hey)
I'm blowing it up like a high school game

I know my place is on this road, my sad story
Reflect on all the things that fell behind, can't be sorry
I will follow my life and all the curves that it throws me
Just when I think that I've found my home, I'm gone

This circus cycle family
If faces aren't so strange
Places becoming more familiar
Day by day, our sharing becomes closer
Day by day, your world becomes our home

Day - we'll turn up with nothing
Night - but we'll be back sometime
Day - if it's ready I'm ready
Night - I've lived a life today
Day - I'm healing the bleeding
Night - dead now to back alive
Day - I've been through another
Day - I'm living the life, yeah right

I know my place is on this road, I can't be sorry
Reflect on all the words that fell aside, my tra

 

15. Goodbye

Pendulum stops and falls away
Life sifted through like sand
Storms of summer rain
Flooding lifelines in our hands
Our skin of blood and bone
Gently close to dust it blows
Our home of blood and bone
Pulls through the ground it's so...
So unstoppable
Those feelings of loss
So unstoppable
Egging through to the marrow of bones
Just let it go
Pain welling in your eyes
Just let me go
Dry the tears that fall
And remember

When everything is typical
I'll be the wish upon a star
I've found a place so magical
Goodbye

See you another goodbye
I'll see you another goodbye
I'll see you another goodbye
See you another

Peeling killers rise
Precious circle is mended
Sense vertigo in you
So I'll be your hand out
So unstoppable
My love for you
So unstoppable
Memories of you
Just remember

When everything is typical
I'll be the wish upon a star
I've found a place so magical
But still please

Someone, help me, grab me, save me now
Distrust, darkened, daylight, I've lost sight
Someone, help me, grab me, save me now
Distrust, darkened, daylight, I've lost sight

Remember
That nothing here is typical
Need to wish upon a star
I've lost something so magical
They've gone so far
Just remember
When everything seems difficult
I'll be shining from a far
When it feels like things have gone away
I'll see you again

I'll see you again, goodbye
I'll see you again, goodbye
I'll see you again, goodbye
I'll see you again, goodbye
I'll see you again, goodbye